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In Light of Roe v. Wade Ruling, Men Share Their Abortion Stories


Two years ago, Matthew Markman, a software salesman in California, and his wife, who was 20 weeks pregnant, learned that their son had a rare heart defect. If his wife carried the fetus to term, he can be unlikely to survive after birth, their doctor told them.

The news was crushing for Mr. Markman and his wife; that they had been attempting to have a baby for over a 12 months and had utilized in vitro fertilization multiple times. After three rounds of implantation, one embryo stuck, but resulted in a miscarriage. This pregnancy had been their fifth embryo. They’d even settled on a reputation, Elijah, “because my grandfather’s name starts with an E and he had recently passed,” said Mr. Markman, 37, who considers himself in favor of abortion rights.

When the couple made the difficult decision to terminate the pregnancy, Mr. Markman felt that because his wife was the one carrying the fetus and who needed to undergo the procedure, he needed to be the stronger one in that moment of despair. They cremated the stays and spread the ashes on Muir Beach in Northern California.

“I personally needed to take leave from work for a few months since it was emotionally a really difficult period,” he said. “It took me some time to understand that it was OK that the experience was hard on me as well.”

One other recurring theme within the responses from men who wrote to The Times was the idea that they might not be where they’re today without abortion.

There may be an enormous body of peer-reviewed research that connects abortion access to a girl’s emotional, physical and financial outcomes, including the landmark Turnaway study, which followed women who had been denied abortions for five years and located that they were more prone to be living in poverty or be unemployed than women who were capable of get abortions. But experts noted that only a number of researchers have explored the long-term consequences of an abortion on a person’s life trajectory.

One study, published in 2019 within the Journal of Adolescent Health, found that men whose partners had abortions while they were in college were more prone to graduate and earn higher incomes than men whose partners didn’t.

Nam Phan, a 30-year-old engineer in Massachusetts and a father of two, said the abortion his wife got after they were dating as teenagers helped them to eventually develop into higher parents. On the time, they weren’t financially equipped, nor did they feel mature enough to take care of a baby. “I don’t think either of us could even manage taking good care of ourselves at that time,” he said.

Their first child, who’s now 5, was also an unplanned pregnancy, but they felt much more prepared for parenthood after they came upon about him; that they had graduated from college, settled into their jobs, gotten married and were about to purchase a house.

“It isn’t lost on us that having a child back then would have really modified our lives significantly,” he said.

When Kevin Barhydt was 19, the girl he was seeing became pregnant. Immediately, he was overcome with “panic and massive fear.”

“There wasn’t a ‘gee, let’s do a pros-and-cons list’ moment,” said Mr. Barhydt, now a 60-year-old analyst and an creator in Recent York. By that time, he had already had a rough run at life. He had been abused, he had dropped out of highschool and he was battling alcohol addiction. They weren’t in a spot to take care of a newborn, and he didn’t even have money to pay for the abortion, he said.

Mr. Barhydt’s second experience with abortion took place a couple of 12 months or so later with one other woman, when he was still grappling along with his addiction. He described that point in his life as “terrible.”

“The concept of getting a baby then just seemed insane,” he said.

Each abortions, Mr. Barhydt said, nudged him toward “a trajectory of healing.” He went to varsity and located a stable job. He got married and had two sons, and he has now been sober for over three a long time. Those memories, though, are still painful.

“Do I pray for forgiveness? Yes, I do,” Mr. Barhydt said. “Do I wish there had been a strategy to have kept my children? Yes. Do I regret my decision on the time? In no way.”

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